You are not emotionally equipped? Ha! Not because I want to argue but BC I might just have you beat. We are both in recovery for different things and let’s add to that, I have a child. So while, the beginning should be great…it may not always be rosy. It is easier to be alone or keep things the way they were. I won’t have to let you see my ugly side and you don’t have to let me see yours…but I want to.
I needed to know I’m the only one. I needed to know I have you, so I could start letting you see all of me. I needed you to show me who you really are. Maybe you are right, I feel nothing…but then why am I so sad right now…i’m sick to my stomach and cant breathe. I want a cigarette more then anything and want to do many other destructive things but I know I can’t and it won’t help anyway. I DON”T KNOW WHAT TO DO! Just I just cry, and try to continue on, but i’m not happy and I will never love anyone like the way I love you nor do I want to.
Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do.If you haven’t found it yet, keep looking. Don’t settle.
—Steve Jobs (via observando)
My life, everyday